When someone walks out of your life, let them. There’s no use in wasting your time on people that leave you. What you make of yourself and your future is no longer tied to them. Yeah, you may miss them. But remember that you weren’t the one that gave up.
“I dont want an Edward and Bella love. I dont want a Rose and Jack love. I dont want a Noah and Allie love. I dont want a Landon and Jamie love. All of those have already been planned. I want a kind of love where you dont know whats going to happen. Where every moment is special, unpredictable, breathtaking, and unforgettable. I just basically want someone to hold me forever. I want to meet a guy that when their arms are around me, it feels like i’m bulletproof. Safe forever. And whenever they talk to me, I get the goosebumps and butterflies. A boy who tries to impress me, but doesn’t need to. A boy that I need to breath. A boy that will tell me the truth no matter what, even if it will kill me. A boy who wont lie. A boy who KNOWS he loves me, doesn’t THINK. And knows that when I say ‘i love you’ I mean it. Don’t doubt me. And love me, and only me. A boy who knows what they want. And no, I’m not asking for perfection I’m asking for true love.”—Unknown (via bloodbankk)
Sometimes its easier for me to pretend than showing my feelings. Sometimes its easier to make it alone rather than risk getting let down. Sometimes it's easier to be push people away rather than letting them in.
And I’ll always remember your smile. That shy smile you gave me while your eyes darted all over the place. But that was probably only nerves. And I’ll always remember myself smiling back. Finally. That feeling of having something to gush about is a feeling so great, I don’t want to forget it.